Thursday, June 11, 2009

The man of my dreams, the love of my life





We met in October 2003. I was a transferee and a new face in the campus. He was there for 2 semesters already. We we're classmates in one subject and we're grouped together for a report the next week. He introduced himself and I found out he is also a Christian. We have the same beliefs and desires. We had lunch together, studied together and eventually became close friends. He confessed and I turned him down, twice. But I realized that I'm beginning to fall for him already. But it took us almost 3 years to be officially together. It was a rough 3 years for me, for us.

It was his gig at Zirkoh with Sam and Piolo that I said yes to him. November 23, 2006. I was happy. Finally, we we're together. He was who I prayed for -- God-fearing, family oriented, responsible, takes good care of me. He was my answered prayer.



From there, we we're inseparable. We did things together. I supported him in his chosen career, he was there for me in any decision I made. We just wanted to have the best relationship. We prayed to God to bless our relationship. I never thought we will last this long, after all that we've been through. We had our shares of fights, argument, and the dramas you can ever think of. I believe we we're founded by faith and love.

And now, we came to this. We are finally getting married. Our friends have been asking us for the longest time as to when we want to settle down. I didn't even know he had plans of proposing this early. I thought we will get married 3 years from now. I was so wrong.

Now, I'm beginning to realize how perfect my life will be with him. He is everything I've ever dreamed of. He is my bestest friend, my lover, my supporter, my critic, my strength and weakness.. the man of my dreams, the love of my life.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

THE Ring.. este ringS pala..





Guess kung ano yung totoong engagement ring. Haha!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Wedding song

Eversince I got engaged (which is like 2 weeks ago =D) I was asked several times already of what wedding song I want, we want.

I love music. I love to sing. Me and my fiance are both musically inclined. I play the piano, he plays the guitar. I can sing (wish!) and he can too. There are so many songs in both our ipods but I can't seem to choose what's the best wedding song.

Does it have to be OUR song? As in like our THEME song? Just like in the movies? Or my song to him or his song for me? I don't know. I have numerous songs I dedicate to him but not to the point that I'll make it as our wedding song. It will sound weird, imagining me walking down the aisle. Haha!

Anyway, I still have enough time to think of the song. We would have to decide on that also. But here's a very beautiful song I dedicate to my fiance.

Every word seems to tell my feelings when I met him and until now, I still feel the same.

HALO
Beyonce

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Eto nalang kaya?? ;p

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

My Life. My Journey.: It's official

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It's official

The last person who knew about my engagement to my soon-to-be husband was my mom. See, I am not close to my mom. So it was hard to me and Isaiah (my fiance) to open up and tell our plans. I has been 1 week since he proposed and I kept it a secret to my mom because I can't find the right time to tell her. Palage siya wala sa mood. Pero knowing my mom, she is unpredicatable - exactly like me. Hehe.

Then yesterday, I had a pep-talk with my ever-reliable officemates/friends and was ecouraged to tell the good news the soonest possible. Good thing Isaiah did not report for work last night and he was free. I immediately told him that its time.

There were some awkward, silent moments when we told mommy. The only thing she said was "Bahala kayo". I think she failed to tell us that we're both grown up and can decide on our own. Isaiah, the mature one (sometimes) told mommy the same thing. WE can take care of ourselves na mommy, so wala ka na magagawa. Haha! Galing sakin yun pala. =D

Hay. Thank God. We were relieved.

I had the most wonderful dream and I considered it an approval from God and from my dad. My dad died more than 10 years ago and i usually dream of him. But these past months, I haven't had any dreams of him. But last night, he visited me through a dream. I think that's his way of telling me that he misses me. =) It was like my dad was waiting for us to tell mom and then siya naman. Hehe. Ang sweet ni daddy. Namiss ko siya. Anyway, I told him that I'll be getting married. Then I woke up, in tears. I immediately called Isaiah and told him na nagpaalam na ko ke daddy. =)

The timing was perfect. Everything was perfect. Alam na nila mommy and daddy na ikakasal na ang unica hija nila.

Yey! Exciting na! Wohoo!

Monday, June 1, 2009

I'm back

It's been 1 year and a month since my last blog. Wow! Too long I haven't even noticed. Dami na nangyari sa buhay ko ngayon.
Let me just backtrack first. From the last blog I made:

1. Silence -May 15 -- I'm healed and renewed. I took time to hibernate and know myself more and now I'm like a new born baby. =) Thank God for His undying and faithful love for me. =)

2. I'm now friends with the least person I expect to be friends with. We call each other "sis". What a coincidence. Given the past we had, that's a cool term of endearment for us. Hehe.

3. I am now engaged. And is in the process of planning my wedding. My fiance proposed to me on the 30th month. What a happy year for me. Hehe. We've been together for more than 2 years now.

4. The reason why I started to blog again was: a. Inspired by Patty Laurel and Bianca Gonzales' blogs. I love reading their blogs.
b. For therapy and relaxation plus I get to practice my writing skills =)
c. Just to share what I feel and blah blah blah

5. As of this writing, I can say that officially I can tell the whole world I can marry the man of my dreams. =) We already told my mom that we plan to have the wedding in December. God-willing, everything will go on smoothly. And God will provide for all the necessary stuff we need for the wedding to happen.

6. I am just so thankful to God and to the people who have been praying for me and my loved ones. God will indeed bless you a hundred to thousand folds. =)